Driving license... seems to be far far to be taken le.

My 21st birthday coming. Don't think that i am able to take the license le. Because i failed again. My wish not going to come true le. I don't feel sad for it. But i feel angry. Just a license only! why? why? why cant i get it?

Suddenly feel so disapointed. Have no confidence in myself anymore. Feel like crying. Feel of failure!

This feeling not just a one day or two days thingy! Its almost long time ago.

My study, although i am able to cope, but i feel like giving up.

Driving? After the first time i failed, i feel like started lossing in my confidence.

And then, my daddy. Jobless at the moment. No income for family. Daddy is old. Don't know whether he able to cope it or not. with the new environment, new working style and needed to learn english now. Daddy is really hard on him.

And finally, my sister. She has becoming naughty and naughty. Worst and worst. Cant control her anymore. I feel so failure. Cant control my sister. trying to understand her but i cant.

Last my brother, like to waste $! Haiz!!! Unable to control!

What had happened?!
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