Yesterday, It's another of my special day... It's my lunar birthday surprisingly. & i did something wonderful in my life. I have successfully donated my blood to others. Everytime i attempt to donate, but cant. Cos of anaemic. Or cos of anything. This time round, successfully approved by 0.1mg of iron. lol... I think this year, my birthday is really very fulfilled.

So many things happened. Especially on my cousin 'jiajia'. I feel so sad for her. she is just baby but she need to bear the pain she having. i really hope i cd help her or even share some pain for her. she is so young and yet... *sobsob* i really hope i can do something for her letting her to feel better.

i feel so unwell today. But don't think its cos of blood donating. Maybe i lack of sleep. Think shd rest well this few days. but 2moro still meeting frd. Promised them that will spent whole night with them w/o gg back home. Hope i will feel better.
Fate ended @ 9:11 PM
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Necklace & Earrings...
from my cousin (huiling),
Sista & cousins (Qin & Min),
Mic,
Qing & Oxy!

Bags...
From Sista & Cousins (Qin & Min),
Peiyin, Elaine & Wendy.

Flowers from ah long kor kor & his future wife.

& the red packets from the relatives... Thanks you!

Thank you so much guys... Love it so much!

Fate ended @ 1:36 AM
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Challeng of cake eating compeition (My Group!)

(Angie Group)

On 18 Oct 2006 (Wif qing & Oxy @ Causeway pt!)

Small Cake but still very happy & Surprise.

On 21 Oct 2006 (Wif family & relative!)

So Pai Seh!!!

Get 'Sabo' by my aunt!

My 21st birthday cake (3kg! Sooo Big!)

My fav pinky Agar Cake made by ling ling jie jie

Fate ended @ 1:24 AM
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My dreams really come true!

I Passed my Driving!!!

Really so Happy! Sorry for keeping the true at the beginning from u guys (Oxy, Qing, Ian & etc) that i have passed my test & thank you so much that I knew u guys trying to console me when u heard that i had failed my test. So happy that i have u guys by my side whenever i feel sad or happy. Thanks!

Oh ya! YongJie! U still owe me $2 & a Legal Orginal CDs! (I don't want illegal or pirated or even burned CDs!) I will remember de. Dun try to escape! ;p (This is wat i learn from suyin! lol)
Fate ended @ 6:44 PM
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It's my birthday today.

Thanks for the wishes.

Especially shuu... the 1st min of my birthday, i received her greeting.
den also Angie. (Happy belated birthday to u! Sorry suppose to give u surprise yday but u nv come sch den i 4get it. Always been so 4getful!)
Amilya (my twins! Same year, mth, day & hospital!)
Oxy & Qing (Thanks for the present & surprise!)
My others friends... (Shirley, shengbao, JiaXing, Peiyin & etc(Sorry too many to mention. Hope understand))
& Last, My dearest Family & relative.

Really thanks alot! Love you guys so much so much... I'm so happy to have friends and family like u all. Which filled up my days with colours. Miss u guys and love u guys always.
Fate ended @ 6:29 PM
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It's a new term again! Sch reopened! & It's IS day! IS? Oh my god! the most boring, sianz, horrible and waste of time Day for the week. Think i gonna have monday blues every week. IS leh! Why IS on mon?

Early in the morning been awake by my cousin (ah poh kor kor)! But understand y he called.

4hrs of IS, thinking of court, wei xiao pasta. Don't even know wat is gg on in the IS. Cos i gone nut! I just cant absorb it! Super sian lor.

I think i fall sick again. Mayb of the haze. Haiz!

2 more days to my important day. My 3rd attempt for PT! and also my birthday. Looking forward for it.
Fate ended @ 9:21 PM
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Yesterday, i duno whether i did a wrong choice in my decision. Having 2 different of bbq yesterday. Both are friends 21st birthday but end up choosed 'Lina' BBQ.

I was back home from my cousin hse not long ago (around 11pm) & Ronn called me. He is reaching bukit panjang to fetch us to lina bbq. So i meet him somewhere to take a ride to bbq (Asked him to fetch weiwen 1st as i just reached home). So after fetching weiwen, he came and fetch me followed by 'ah seng' (Kian Leong). Having some chat in the car is quite fun as we really have not meet up since long.

When reached, feel really weird as we reached very late. But i was having a good chat with 2 of my pri classmate (Irene & Jiaxing) after i have reached. But ronn called me to go back to accompany that 3 mans(ronn, weiwen & seng)! (As they feel so weird or wat) so i went back to look for them again.

But jiaxing dun feel like talking to them she went back to bbq. Sorry Jiaxing for throwing u aside.

Reaching there nt long, 'Lina' gg back soon. Then, left only me, Irene & the 3 guys (All smokers!). We sat at a side to chat. Having lots of jokes and fun while waiting for another guy here.

& went to a 24hrs coffee shop where nearby my hse to eat & chat again after that.

After nt long, start to get tired & cant absorb their joke. However, maybe of my tiredness, i feel lame instead. lol.

As when weiwen asked me abt my study, suddenly think of my notes & sms shuu to help. Hee... Lucky shuu was watching show. Sorry to disturb shuu! & thanks for the help.

Actually ronn decide to give me a ride home where coffee shop is just a junction from my hse. So i nv accept the offen but walk with Irene and have a long chat with her till 3am. Really very tired!
Fate ended @ 10:22 AM
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I am sooooo sleepy now. But no matter how sleepy i am right now, i really wish to share todays experience.

Just thought of going for a simple class gathering. But end up having a celebration of angie and my birthday.

I was really surprise by you guys! Really feel touch and happy. Because never told u guys my birthday before. & yet, having a big surprise by u guys.

LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH! TA27! THANKS YOU. MISS U GUYS!

& an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Angie.
(Rmb to share some good show with me even not in the same class!)

P.S: This is the first time eating birthday cake in the way of a game. It's so special and fast! It's really funny. Good idea for not wasting a cake.
Fate ended @ 12:02 AM
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Yesterday nite slp really very late. Slept at around 4am this morning but woke up at 8am. Although having not enough sleep but still very awake. Don't know why. Just woke up very automatically.

I miss the show 'wei xiao pasta' waiting for the show. i watch until halfway only!!! It's really a nice show. (STRONGLY RECOMMENDED!) Don't know wat to watch after 'wei xiao pasta' le. Angie! Still got wat show u having? i want! Hehe...

Show is more important den sleep to me... lol.
Fate ended @ 1:46 PM
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Feel so weird today as i don't need to work today. Wonder how my colleague is now. Will they miss me? Haha...

Today, I HAVE OVERSPENT again! I really spent alot on my hair. I go cut and highlight my hair at Orchard... & spent about $100 on it! but my heart don't feel the pain. and i not sure of why. Maybe it's because i have been toture myself for so long (working and working) and did like to pamper myself. So i don't feel pain. Although i don't really like the hair style very much. But still satisfied.
Fate ended @ 6:56 PM
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Today, it's my last day of work in the company. It's so Happy! & also abit sad!

Feel happy because I finally have time to rest and to get prepared for another sch life le. It's a new start again.

But feel abit sad as i think i will missed my colleague. They treated me really very well. It's a very fun & enjoyable worklife & they do help me alot. It's so fun when urguring with them. Haha... Especially the two couple man! (Because they coincidence wear same colour shirt so i made fun of them saying they are wearing couple shirt) Haha... It's really funny! & made me laughing when saw them. lol...

Hmm... They are really fun! Will missed them... Thank You so much! Love u guys!
Fate ended @ 8:11 PM
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Everyone who knows me very well know what my fear is... Which is been alone or been in a very quiet room. I fear to be alone/lonely.

I hate the feeling to be lonely. I scare to be alone. All my best friends, realtives, familys, my parents & even my ex-colleague would try not to throw me alone. They feel protected by them whenever or wherever i am.

But this time round, my fear is here since yesterday & i need to face it myself. Yesterday, was short & i tot FM will release the fear i having but it doesn't work for today.

now working in the warehouse storeroom alone. JUST Me (myself!) alone in such a big and tall room. Nobody accompany me. I really feel abit scare.

How i wish someone to be there at my side for the time being. No matter male or female, young or old. Just accompany me to talk or just by my side will do. I just cant stand it! I cant be alone.

Gosh! i really hope this kind of work can end ASAP! I really cant take it le. I don't want to be alone!
Fate ended @ 12:50 PM
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