Dream of grandma again! Agained, she loss her memory! dun recognise us! so sad!

Cant rmb much abt the dream. juz noe that there's a cake in the dream. But duno for wat.

Just nw went out with Ian in the middle of the lecture! Go orchard to repair his mobile and Sim lim to buy empty disc! finally, my empty disc was bought! We even rented car for tue outing!

Hope tue weather wasn't that bad! Hope our plan wd nt destroy cos of the stupid weather! & Hope it wd b a happy day for us!
Fate ended @ 10:53 PM
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i find myself lost in the jungle (the forest!) where i can't find a way out!

The forest are full of trees! where no one is around! i was totally alone!
No one is there! Nobody could help me out of the forest!
& i nd to find a way out myself!
Trying to find way out but leg don't behave well.
Brain wasn't working!
Staying in the forest, waiting for time to pass!
Waiting for my days to end soon.
Hoping that i cd die immediatly!
Cos there's no way to help myself out of the forest!

I don't like this way!
i hope i cd find a way to solve the problem.
i hope there wd be someone there with me!
Fate ended @ 1:55 PM
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Amendment for my last entries!

There's still IS gg on for every MON! no break at all! Sian! though Mon gg to be free!

I totally dun like sch now! Its all abt project! i Miss my frd! I miss all the fun!

and also I cant believe on myself that i am slacking behind. Start not to bother anything now! That wasn't ME!

The hack care person! i dun like myself! i dun like me! HOW?!

*Cries*

Later, gg for bao bei bday chalet! but wondering would i be there having a wonderful party?

I miss TA27 now! Really a MISS!
Fate ended @ 12:19 PM
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2nd Entries of the day!

BUT its an happy entries! Because... IS is finally over! YES!

NO MORE IS!

Presentation finally over in about half an hour ago! & No more IS! Monday will be free! no sch!

But still got lots of project need to be complete! (BLAW, FIT)

TEST! TEST! TEST! coming up on the way! but not even start to understand it yet! sian!

I think i need time! i MUST stop gg out! Sorry Frd! u know who i mentioning ba! I really need to study le! Will miss u all! & will have fun with u all when my test is over. ok?

Miss u all and love u all so much!
Fate ended @ 3:20 PM
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Summary of the Whole week (Last week)!

Having a wonderful day in the beginning.

Mon, 4 hrs of sch! (Just for IS!)
Tue, 2 hrs of Sch! (Just for Tax Tutorial, Cos Skip RFA Lecture! But Happy!)
Wed, 2 hrs of Sch! (Just for RFA Tutorial!)

But after that...

Thurs, 9am to 7pm in sch (Tutorial, Lecture & Project!) and after go home, work on project! till midnight den slp!

Fri, 9am to 4pm in sch (Tutorial & lecture!) but qing come home with me! for project purpose! till 9pm den completed (consider completed only!) and after that, went out to bp plaza at 12am plus till sat morning 6.30am den go home. Though can slp but the blk next to mine got funeral which awakes me up at 9am! (only slp for 2 hrs! Sianz!!!) So noisy but elaine still able to slp! really pro lor!

Sat nite, meet them again straight after i finish packing my stuff and bath! and u know! we went for movie, den breakfast! end up, went home at 7am on sun!

That 2 days was really tired but i did really enjoy my life!

Now! its project meeting & i was blogging here! i feel so sian! so tired! Feel like giving up instead! sianz! can any1 help me up?

I miss my happiness day! i miss them! i miss so many so many thingy! Love u all lots! for the console and for the encouragement. Really thanks x 999999999999999999999!
Fate ended @ 11:43 AM
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Waiting for my frd to pack stuff in her house & blogging at the same time while waiting.

Was busy today. From morning till tomorrow! Chalet, Chalet again and again! wondering that how i am gg to complete my tutorial. So many things to do yet duno how to do!

May i have a wonderful day with no worries?

May god gave me more time?

Can anyone help me up in the tutorial? i really dun understand it! i just need help on it! P/s!

I wish all my frd to be happy! No quarrel! No stress! Jiayou! Genie, angie, oxy, shu & the rest! Jiayou my dear mei mei! & JIA YOU JIA JIA! & hope misunderstanding or wat for weiwen, sheng, jimmy & elaine. Although i duno wat happen actually. But guys! just take it easy!

Overall, love u all so much!
Fate ended @ 4:41 PM
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I suppose today would be a boring day as its BLAW Lecture today! But i nv expect that the lecture is so fun. As we had a great chat and playing in the lecture hall...

& also i misses TA27! Genie, Angie and Shu is attending lecture leh! haha! But oxy was not here. Oxy! u take care & go to sch together & mayb can study together too. ok?

Yap! Today is finally over. Tomorrow! BLAW & FIT Tutorial! Super sianzzz tutorial! Stressful tutorial! Oh my god! i hope that we are able to skip Thurs over!

Seriouslly, i was lagging behind others really alot! i have not been doing tutorial since 1st lecture till now! I really duno wat is gg on & dun wanna bother abt it! I think i need help! i wanna burn all tutorial in one hit although i know i won't. But at least can understand abit lor better than now! Anyone can help me?
Fate ended @ 9:39 PM
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So lazy to update it! cos posting was juz e same as others.

Stressed!
Project!
Tutorial!
Money!
Relationship! Friend, Family, Love & etc.

Counting for happiness day after sch re-open... There isn't...

Feel so failure.

I dun1 2 loss interest in studying! but sch force us to be! (Genie, angie, shu, oxy! i feel the same as anyone did although i nv try to express it out as i feel tat i will give u all more stressed!)

I dun1 2 loss friends. I feel less time gathering with frdz. I feel the gap between u guys and me. I dun1 this to happen! (Oxy! We shd hav a outing instead. TA27! Shd we?)

I love my family lots but i seldom go home nowadays which gives my parents suspect on me. I wish they could believe me as in the past they did.

I dun hav money anymore! I have spent it with not having 3rd thought. Now my fees! Having problem le!!! No entertainment are allow in future le. Transport fees, meals, everything is a problem now!!!

I am a failure. Really a failure!

Upon my failure, wd like to wish jass happy birthday. Hope to see u b4 my rose cries till no life.
Fate ended @ 12:46 PM
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