BIG NEWS!

I gg for attachment in the 1st sems! where i dun hope so!!! How?
Attachment in 'CHAN-SOH CO' which is located at Anson Centre! Near East Coast lor!
Gosh! So much far away from where i stay! Needed to wake up few hours for the transport!
Journey equals to more than a quarter of sleeping time (includes to and fro). Waste of time!
Haiz! how?

& also our plan in the holiday has gone!
My genting trip together with dear dear they all!
My working plan!
My Outing with cousinz they all!
My long long holidays!
Everything gone!!!

SIANZ!!! I wish that wat i received is a mistake made by the management leh! HAIZ!!!

Okay! i shall stop the attachement entries! Back to somethings serious!

Friday is Jia Jia operation le! i wish it wd be a very successful operation! Hope Jia jia recover soon! Jia Jia, be strong! Jia you jia jia! jie jie here help u to jia you! give u all my moral support! & help u to 'qi dao'! u must be strong ok? & recover soon! Hope to see a happy & cheerful jia jia in the chinese new year! Jie jie love u! & misses u!

Time flies really fast! Just at a blink of eyes, days passes. We left less than 10days to our exam le! & yet, i hav nt started all my study! Gosh! wat am i doing?

Valentine's day & Chinese New Year coming! i already in the mood le! i really cant concentrate in study! HOW? HOW?

My Valentine's day, will be spending at 'Singapore Institute of Management'! Sianz! Valentine Day still got exams! Haiz! NVM, I looking forward for CNY instead! hehe... But after CNY, Its gg to be our attachment le! sianz!!!

Anyway, It's gg to be over soon rite? So Jia You!
Fate ended @ 9:09 PM
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Thank you for the concern!
I have feel better. and recover bit by bit le!

So much thanks to all of you up there. U guys are really nice and thoughful.
Thank you!

Today is the last day of sch sems le! Misses them... haha!
Exam coming! wish everyone good luck! JIA YOU!
(So worry for it. cos i duno wat's gg on for every subject!)
Fate ended @ 9:54 PM
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I can feel the weakness of myself.

I don't seems to recover at all. but even worst.
I can feel the weight of myself reducing. feel like flooding in the air. losses 5kg in a few days.
I feel myself to be an empty shell. the lightest human throughout my life.
My head is getting heavier. the giddiness tat causes me to slp whole day.
Everyday of my life now is to slp and eat. Cant really do much things. cos i fall off after awhile.

My hair start to fall alot. My brain start to stop thinking. My body start to become jelly. My mind start to dream.

I feel giddy! easy to faint off now! i duno wat happen but i wan myself to be normal again.
Fate ended @ 12:14 PM
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Finally back to school today. But still feeling unwell.
Sick for so long, hasn't recover.
Medicine and Porridge everyday.

I rmb tue, after taking medicine in the clinic, while on the way home, i really fainted.
Lucky my mum and aunt was beside. if nt, i think i am in hospital now.
My vision is getting so blur. Whiter and whiter.
Sound from surrounding is like blizzing. cant hear anything.
& at the point of fainting off, i realised something.
Life is so fragile. Really can't expect wat will happen next.
Juz like the day, no one can expect when will i awake. I think my mum and aunt really scared by me.
I duno how long i fainted. But i noe that the spicy and strong cooling medical oil wakes me up.
When my eyes opened slowly, i saw 2 blur heads infornt of me. keep talking to me but i cant hear them.
Lucky i wake up soon before they call for ambulance.

At that point, i really wanna treasure everyone in my life. I think there is nothing as important as life le. Study wasn't a topic to me now. nothing is a topic to me now! except for life.

FRD! TREASURE EVERYONE BESIDE U B4 U LOSS THEM. We cant afford to loss anyone.
& thanks for the concern. I received alot of sms from u all. Really thanks. and i am alright now! See! i can blog now! hee... anyway, really thanks. I really can feel the blessing from u guys. Love u guys alot! and also really miss u all! U guys are always my best pal, my best buddy, my best classmates, schmates, my best dear dear and my best relative and etc. w/o u guys, my life will not be so wonderful & colourful. Thanks for the colours u guys painted in my life. :)
Fate ended @ 9:37 PM
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After completing majority of the project presentation, i feel so relax...
Score of test wasn't good but i passed...

A last minutes meet up, gather 4 of us again...
It's a really hard time for 4 of us to gather...
But we did it on fri!
Shop until sat morning...
From Orchard to ChinaTown and to Mustafa!
Tiring but Happy...

Eat, shop, Eat & shop!
FAT, FAT, FAT! Grow FAT!!!
Spend, Spend and Spend! BROKE!!!

Shop until morning 4am and decide to take cab home but fare is already $30 when we reaches wendy house. Can't imagine how much wd it be if all of us reach home by the cab. So end up calling dear dear they all to come and fetch us home... Thanks Dear for the transport. ;p

Sat its another day... Suppose to meet them in the morning but all of us cannot wake up after sleepless day on fri. cos all of us reach home on sat. The ealiest person reaching home its about 5am plus. haha... we still meet but later as the ticket has already bought.

Spending few hours at CDANS and few hours at paya lebar. noticing that its already 10pm at nite! So surprising that we had been spending 2days with all the energy. So tired!!! I think we really used to the life le. (sleepless daysssss)

Soon, Exam will be coming. Valentine Day coming, CNY coming & HOLIDAYsss is coming!!!
I hoping for it! Although i hate EXAM. But think abt it... Once exam is over, We are gg to throw away all the worries, all the trouble and all the unhappiness to far far apart. Wasn't that good?

But JIA JIA Operation day will arrive in the time of my happiness day appear.

I wish JIA JIA was blessed... I wish we can pass our exam! I wish everone to be happy!
Fate ended @ 5:57 PM
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Fate ended @ 10:24 PM
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Feel so sorry for DEAR they all! REALLY sorry!
Sorry to destroy the mood!
Sorry for all the trouble caused.
Sorry for the unneccesary things to happened.
Sorry for nt behaving myself.
Sorry to let u all worry so much for me.
Sorry for being such nice for me!
Really sorry! thousands of sorry! millions of sorry!

Sorry DEAR! doesn't want u guys to worry for me!
But seriously, i am alright! really!!! nothings goes wrong...
I know u guys just wanted to concern for me & i also dun1 u guys to worry too.
So i know wat i am doing.
Dun worry for me ok? PLEASE...!!!
U guys are really nice to me! I know. Thanks so much!!!
U guys are really my best DEAR!
Really love u guys lotz x million, zillion...

Please forgive me for wat i shdnt be. I promise i wd behave Dear!
Fate ended @ 10:08 PM
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Countdown to 2007!

Yday, is really a great fun for us! I hav been long nv been so high! so crazy and so wild!
Carlsberg countdown 2007 at VivoCity! Really fun manz!
Really released so many stressed in the party dance!

I finally find back the craziness and wildness caifen... that she has been long nv apppeared!
I love the wildness and craziness caifen... having no stress, no idea wat she is doing at the moment...! that's wat she loved abt herself! really find happiness in the face of smile... the lovely smile that she find it missing long had finally returned! and hope this wd continue... in the rest of her life...

P.S: if dear dear they all could join in, that wd be really fun!
Fate ended @ 4:48 PM
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I juz can't imagine hw cruel he is to us!
I juz can't imagine tat he made our whole life changes!
I juz can't wonder hw our life will be in the future!
I juz hope tat a brand new year and new fresh year wd be difference.

I hate the life in 2006 in my home sweet home...
although i really love my family lotz...
but everythings changes in a sudden...
I hope this wd changes back to past as wat we usual hav in 2007!

I hope dear dear mei mei wd nt hav the same feeling again in 2007!
I hope to hav a wonderful family that i had in the past!
Fate ended @ 4:40 PM
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