BUSY! BUSY! BUSY! Busy for the whole month!

Projects and TEST!!! TEST coming yet not study! NO TIME!

Project.. Drive us crazy.. Stay in sch everyday.. To analysis for AFA.. A day is later than a day.. Reach hm at 11pm! (But i duno y. I was so willing to stay!) Mayb cos of our 'LIAN' Group ba! haha..

I Love my tutorial class! It's so fun everyday.

Today, wearing in formal for AFA again.. Discussion after MA lecture in LT! A bunch of noise frm TA23 discussing abt grpin between grps..

OUTCOME: Lynette bday with big present frm yong an!

After the discussion, intend to continue as far as possible for AFA but end up gossip! Cos of the idiot Shengbao!

Gossip abt the scandal in sch.. This gossip later on start to include almost all our classmates.. & hav a huge conclusion on different matching! Haha..

It's so fun for the day.. Everyday seems to b a surprise day.. with lots of mystery fun.

LAST Week, Totally busy!

SATURDAY! Ah yi waste my time.. asking us to go her new hse!

Outer view: Tall! Old! Lousy! View frm inner: Scene outside every nice!
Go there, Do nothing!! really!! Waste of TIME! haha..

After gg ah yi hse, we go vivo! A combination of motheral relative (ah kim & kor kor) & paternal relative (Karen & baobei) & later on Min, her mum & her sister joined.. (Cos in same location)..

Saw christmas tree! Reminding me CHRISTMAS is coming! (no plan this year!)

After vivo, Go min dad stalls near kallang.. Eat his Bak Ku Teh! Its nice la.. But i wan my beancurb! Cos i like kallang Beancurb! Thinking to eat it since reached kallang until i left, den to karen hse den to the nxt day..

Finally, dad bought me beancurb frm market nearby!!! & i finally had my beancurb!

Just duno y.. If i sudden think of eating that items, i must get to eat it! Like 'wan zai xiao man dao'! and chocolate! I had them in sch!!! during lecture! haha..

The Ugly hand is frm 1 of the LIAN! OXY! haha..
Fate ended @ 9:03 PM
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Everyday late home!

School = more than work

Sch = NO OT pay but pay sch fees
Work = OT pay

Sch = Go home must do tutorial, presentation, project, etc
Work = Go home rest

Sch = No life for others
Work = Weekend = Funky nite!

Now..

9am to 8pm School.. (stay in school! Do project!)
A day is later than another!!!

Wed, Do project till 8plus..

Thursday went NAPFA! (5 Stations + 2.4)
Soooo Tired!
Went to hav dinner with my cutie classmates at BT market!
Having cooling sugarcane drink + carrot cake (I shared with Zhenyue - 一人一伴感情不散 haha）
Reah home abt to 10pm..

Fri, we had AFA presentation.. All of them wearing so smart! we are in black & white!!! after lecture, gossip at convention. And meet our LO (AFA tutor) for presentation comment on us.. After that, continue to amend our project.. left at 7plus! Went to meet elaine they all (all sister) with my fomal wear till 11plus! But.. reach home super late cos... Hehe..

Today, Whole body aches! Tooooo Tired!!

But.. Yeah! I love my class! they are super funny!!! (this class gt only 6 gals!!! the rest, is guys!)

Picture of my cutie teammates in formal for our AFA presentation!

(WHY there's extra at the background!!!??? Chase them off leh! hehe..)


Fate ended @ 11:16 AM
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Sorry! i noe i'm emotional today.. But who's cares for it?

After knowing the news, i hav nv try to stop thinking!

I didn't know the wake is only a night! If i knew it early, i will rush dwn to stay w/o slp! Btw, I also nv slp at all even if i'm at home, fliping on the bed, thinking so much. But compare to min, they all, i suddenly feel so bad!!!

I though of rushing here & there today. I dun care of $ le. I dun care whether i'm tired not! i dun care of anything le! I just wan to hav a last sight of my bao bei jia jia only! I dun care whether i am late to lesson even the lesson is sooooooo impt that i nd to attend in order to grad! I really dun care anymore! Really!

I disobey mum's instruction. I'm nt obedient! I know! But.. P/s understand! Even PPP is sooo impt, but we only gt one jia jia! She's 1 of my bao bei! i will regret if i nv see her for the last sight! I'll sure regret for my whole life!

Nv slp for the whole nite, went dwn to sight her for the last time. Escape frm the scene of closing coffin (cos i dun1 to see that she's 4ever left!) to sch! STUPID PPP! Whole mind is thinking of her.

At the 2nd lecture, went out to take a deep breath! staring at the tree.. wonder hw old & strong is the tree.. Its so strong.. just like jia jia. Normal yet strong and inner beauty!


Tell u sth! I'm older by jia jia for almost 20yrs old! (ALMOST! in exact, is 18) But.. instead of i dotes her more, she dotes me even more.. (she will like to listen to my call instead of chating to her others cousins) She protect me.. whenever min bully me, she will help me to revenage! She's adorable.. She's cute! She's strong! she's my motivation as i mentioned long ago! & now, she left!

Ya! she left! but her soul will always in our heart! will miss her 4ever & ever!

Jia! Bless ur family.. Especially ur mummy, daddy & both sister! They really loved u! &.. we love u too!
Fate ended @ 2:52 PM
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Few minutes ago! Jia jia had passed away!!!

My baobei passed away!!!
She left!!! She really left!!!
She left us!

My beloved jia jia! u'll stay in my heart 4ever & ever!
Love u always! Miss u always! U will always be rmb!
Jia! CF jie jie loves u! U r my best JIA JIA BAO BEI!

Jia Jia! u must always rmb us also! ok? Promise me please!
Fate ended @ 1:44 PM
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Wake up in the morning.. Receive a SMS..

The SMS mentioned:
'From shijia dad.. Shi jia is in danger'! (in chinese)

I was so blur that i don't understand the chinese word. and later, i notice wat its means.

I was so tired.. So worry! I pray, I pray, I pray! Pray v hard for her. Hoping she's fine!
Hoping tat she heard my praying!
Hoping that god hears me!
Hoping tat grandma hear me!
Hoping tat everyone hear me!
Hoping tat she is fine.. With no pain!!!

Suddenly feel so scare and so worry! I just duno y!
Physically in tutorial. Mentally in somewhere praying for her. Thinking of her.
Soul is in hospital.
Mind is with jia jia!
Heart is beating heart for jia jia!
Hands is on laptop instead of tutorial question and classwork!

So, y am i here now?
Fate ended @ 12:16 PM
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Bringing out something mentioned by mary:

To bring happiness to others &
Able to carry responsible,
Is what human manage to live.

For me:
I cant even feel the happiness. Its so miserable life i am facing. So, How can i bring happiness to others? Ya! I bring happiness to others BUT.. Who will bring me happiness?
I dun dare to hold any responsible & i dun think there's responsible human in this world! If i hold the responsible, den y they nv hold their responsible? Y must i carry all the responsible? Y are they so irresponsible? y?
So, in conclusion, I'm not manage to live on! Rite?!

So sorry! I know.. I shouldn't be so negative. I try very hard to be positive already. But.. I got no choice.. I cant.. Teach me.. if u living in such a complicated world. Everything go messy! U needs to carry so many heavy item on your back. u try to put them down but there's nowhere to let u put dwn. u cant throw on the floor cos i may crash! What u shd do? Carry lor!!!

IF somehow, u are been force to do something u dun like, but u must also do it! What do u feel?

I am back to sch! The stressful life & yet things happened again! Y? y always choose the timing where i am stressful? y? can anyone tell me?

How i wish i could return back to the youngs. Back to my mischeif, Back to my naughty. Back to my happiness. Back to myself. I miss my crazy. I miss my smile (the real and nature smile)! I miss.. I miss! I really miss myself! I'm living in the dark. Showing out the fake caifen. I really feel xin ku le! i cant take it anymore!!!

I wanna cry! Wanna cries out loud! Can I?

DEAR!!! DEAR!!! DEAR!!! MY DEAR!!! Please! Escape me ASAP!
I hate this life!!! I hate it! I Hate it! I really hate it!
Fate ended @ 10:15 PM
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HaHa! Skipping school again.. Broke my promises.. Sorry!

During tutorial, never pay attention at all.. So tired.. So boring..

Everyday sch = Fat day.. (Having pinic in lecture & tutorial)

Oxy & my conversation.. haha.

Too many nice tibits le la!! Especially co-op.. So many Meiji chocolate...
My favourite!

#YuMmY!!!# Oishi Nei..

Although skip sch,
BUT.. i quite 'Kuai' de hor! Cos I stay at home during deepavali!!! (NEVER GO OUT AT ALL!)

BUT.. Even I stay at home will also grow FAT.. Cos i ordered Pizza! haha.. YuMmy.. YuMmy..!

Although YuMmy, BUT Ex leh! Ok?!

Today, Saturday.. A day where there's no sch.. BUT.. We went to sch.. Cos of the stupid 'PPP'! & cos of this PPP, i skip my yoga lesson! STUPID!!!

See the sentence in Bold? 'FAILURE TO MEET THIS REQUIREMENT WILL RESULT IN YOU NOT BEING ABLE TO GRADUATE!'

Wat a strong sentence! Today, Hp alarm spoil again.. Nv ring at all. But lucky tat i wakey automatically.. IF not, die! Rushing out of hse w/o bathing, dressing up myself & nt even toiletry lor. Just brush up myself, get a change in my shorts + polo tees den run..

Wat a day wasted in such a stupid lesson.. Especially our tutor.. Really feel like helping her to get another reborning + some treatment.. She is really a 'Pi zhe yang pi de lang' leh! Meaning a wolf with goat skins.. Her look seems so nice yet..., 'wahaha' tutor! Right oxy? wahaha.. lol!

Getting home, get myself a shower & lazy to go out! Put aeroplane to my cousin & meimei. Staying at home.. Staring at my 'cute', 'silly', 'stupid' & 'cant find words to describe le' brother.. Doing alot of stupid thingy.

Know wat he did? He made our home into a so called '5 Star Hotel'.. With so called '5 Star hotel' service. BUT, somehow torturing la. He dun let us to hav dinner until dad is back. ok.. nvm.. i wait.. cos i had some junk meal b4 that.

The following is wat he made for his '5 Stars hotel' services..

As wat '5 star hotel' serve.. A plate of penuts before dinner starts..

A Menu cover page with the words 'Five Star hotel house'!

Chinese Menu with same meaning..

Inside the menu, The contents: 1) Curry, 2) Fish ball or scallop nugget, 3) Drinks: Anything, Sports drink, new water, ribena and chestnut..

Same menu item as above but had translate to chinese..

Ok.. Let's see the food now..

My brother '5 Stars hotel' curry! (haha!! lol!)

& the fishball + scallop nugget! (5 Stars standard hor!!!) wahaha!!!

AND... Not ended! cos there's another stupid item coming up..

His creation rubbish bin.. With words inside.. 'Hello! This is me. I am 3R.' His 3R means: Reduce, Reuse & Recycle.. BUT..., He used a NEW A4 paper to make this stupid rubbish bin to throw his curry fish bone! Funny rite? & this called re-use & recycle? Haiz! Really.. Dun understand kids! So cute & funny!
Fate ended @ 1:28 AM
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