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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Feeling much more better!
Not because of the condition that is better
BUT
I know that's someone up there always care for me so much!
(Except for some tat dun understand!!!!!)

Thanks to u all!
U guys really fill up my day with a SMILE!
Esp my family, Qing's!, Yin...
Really thanks for concern! :)

Fate ended @ 6:58 PM
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Thinking back, I think I really had make a wrong choice after all!

I lost SO MUCH things!
I lost my SMILE!
I lost my Healthy Face!!!
I lost my BEAUTY!
I lost my Friends!
I lost almost everything!

So is this WORTH?

Fate ended @ 11:58 AM
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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Having a day off yesterday.

Wakey very early den usual when i go work..
went to consult skin doctor of my face! (which i can't accept!)
My face is like so worst & nv had b4!
Whole face is full of acne & pimples!
Itchy & burned!

Looking into mirror of myself, wondering whether who is the person.
The person in the mirror scare me off!
& let me cried in a fright!

I just can't imagine how worst it will be till the day i really can't accept & imagine of!

I'm not overact & it's really true!

Dun believe? Scroll sown & take a look of the picture i taken!

But b4 that, an advise:
The picture below may make u feel unwell!!!

Please dun view the picture below as it's really disgusting!
As me myself cant accept!!!

But if u insist to view it,
Here's the picture of my face!

TAKE a DEEP Breath b4 viewing!
Be Prepared!!!

Count down from 3!




3






2







1





Believe le ba?
Very terrible, horrible & disgusting rite?

This is the most horrible nightmare i nv ever met!
& even worst is tat, this nightmare wouldn't go off so soon!!
& i had to bear all the pain, all the itchy, all kind of stress i need to face!

That's y i MUST take a day leave to see doctor!
After seeing doctor, i dun feel better! But den wat can i do already? FACIAL?
Facial would help me but it's worsten my condition! I tried!
So, I got no more solution!!!

Living in a nightmare is really a tough things in my life.
Honestly, i dun dare to go out! I dun dare to see anyone!
Cos i scare i will see someone i know & they start to ask me: WAT HAPPEN TO UR FACE?
Me myself dun even know the ans, hw to ans u all?
& worst is tat, i already scare of seeing myself & try to 4get tat my condition is worsten.
BUT when i go out, i sure will met friends on the road.. & they will sure ask me!
& it's remind me again & again! (U know, my heart hurt deeply!)

All i nd now is to have a simple lifestyle! BACK to my normal!
I know there's NEVER 100% perfect in this world.
But can i grant at least 80% to 90% of perfection in my life?
I want back my figure! My beauty! My happiness!
It's just a very simple task but y?
Y must u take all these away from me and give me such a horrible nightmare?
I really dun dare to face myself! DUN DARE!!

Fate ended @ 2:03 PM
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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Just to update..

Been so busy recently.. Having all kinds of events, workshop and baobei birthday..
baobei so cute and adorable.
Brings laughter and smile.. Really so cute and love her so much..

She's the one who see her once in a while (mayb once a year or only twice a year)
She and her sister was the one who always called me..
They are the one who i dote most also.. (among the kids!)
Love them so much..
But nt much photos taken la..
AND ALSO..
Been told nt to display their photos.. so.. sorry.. no photo.. :)

I'm often been asked.. How am I recently..? My reply would rather be.. I'm fine..
BUT.. Honestly.. I just dun feel HAPPY.
Y? Cos i dun feel happy at all lor.

I just dun like the one i am right now...
The face with lots of pimples i have now..
The figure i'm having with lots of fats..
The lifestyle of no social life..
The mentally of having been torture..
I just dun love who i am now!
I HATE IT! I really hate it so much..

I just dun like it!
WAT the....... Haiz..

Fate ended @ 11:46 PM
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008

3 Months OVER! My limitation is there!!!

Wat i had gain in this 3 months..
I get PhD!

GASTRIC Pain
EMOTIONAL
TEMPER

PIMPLEs
Harshly
Dark Eye rings!

Other than that?
NOTHING!!!

Wat the...!

Haiz..

Under my realisation, i REALISED my life changed!

In the Past, Caifen = princess of LEE's

Past, Choclate Everyday as snack
Now, Sour Plum as my snack

Past, Happy
Now, SAD!

Sometimes, somehow, this message came across:
No matter u RUN or u WALK,
U will be able to get the destination.
The different between RUN and WALK is the timing that u reached..
BUT there's always something u able to gain.
RUN: U able to reach early.
WALK: U able to discover the scenary before u reach the destination.

So wat's ur choice?

Fate ended @ 10:41 PM
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Ab0u+ M3!!!

+Name : Caifen
+Nick : Karine

+D.O.B : 18 Oct

+Horoscope: Libra

+MSN Address : Leecaifen@hotmail.com

+Dreams
1) To be happy always! No Stress, No trouble.
2) Having a PRETTY look with SLIM body!
3) Graduate!!!
4) Pass My Driving!
5) Own a CAR!!!
6) Having a Happy Family!
7) Work in a GOOD Company & able to further study!
8) Gets to have more friends
9) Earns Million dollars
Last) Dreams Come true ASAP! Haha...

+Wants!
1) $Money$
2) bag
3) Ear-rings (as many as possible)
4) Many Many clothing
5) shoe
6) A very big & huge Bear w/o fur
7) Digital Camera
8) A Brand new multi function and good Mobile Phone
9) Car
and many many more!

+Hates that i want to get rid of...
1) UGLY FACE & FATTY BODY!
2) Been Alone (Boring)
3) Sad!
4) Poor!
5) Stress!
6) Been Accuse! when i am innocent!


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