Wakey very early den usual when i go work..
went to consult skin doctor of my face! (which i can't accept!)
My face is like so worst & nv had b4!
Whole face is full of acne & pimples!
Itchy & burned!

Looking into mirror of myself, wondering whether who is the person.
The person in the mirror scare me off!
& let me cried in a fright!

I just can't imagine how worst it will be till the day i really can't accept & imagine of!

I'm not overact & it's really true!

Dun believe? Scroll sown & take a look of the picture i taken!

But b4 that, an advise:
The picture below may make u feel unwell!!!

Please dun view the picture below as it's really disgusting!
As me myself cant accept!!!

But if u insist to view it,
Here's the picture of my face!

TAKE a DEEP Breath b4 viewing!

Be Prepared!!!

Count down from 3!




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That's y i MUST take a day leave to see doctor!
After seeing doctor, i dun feel better! But den wat can i do already? FACIAL?
Facial would help me but it's worsten my condition! I tried!
So, I got no more solution!!!

Living in a nightmare is really a tough things in my life.
Honestly, i dun dare to go out! I dun dare to see anyone!
Cos i scare i will see someone i know & they start to ask me: WAT HAPPEN TO UR FACE?
Me myself dun even know the ans, hw to ans u all?
& worst is tat, i already scare of seeing myself & try to 4get tat my condition is worsten.
BUT when i go out, i sure will met friends on the road.. & they will sure ask me!
& it's remind me again & again! (U know, my heart hurt deeply!)

All i nd now is to have a simple lifestyle! BACK to my normal!
I know there's NEVER 100% perfect in this world.
But can i grant at least 80% to 90% of perfection in my life?
I want back my figure! My beauty! My happiness!
It's just a very simple task but y?
Y must u take all these away from me and give me such a horrible nightmare?
I really dun dare to face myself! DUN DARE!!