I gt a chance to let me used different angle to observe ppl surround me. Some are really helpful while some are juz talking ****!!! Some cant involve in help but they are still thoughful and some having non-response at all. Some are really true frd who alwaysb there whenever u nd them & some are just a passerby but u still treat them as treasure. Who say tat closest frd will always b there by ur side? I dun think so lor! The truth of things happened cd prove my word the sentense to b wrong! extremely wrong wrong wrong!!! Juz a few hrs cd able me to indentified and made my mind cleared!!! Frm there i observed that true frd are usually hidden somewhere that u nv even notice them. & NOW! i wonder... Hw i lived for the past 21years of my life with the eye unopened!!! WAT THE F**KING BEST FRD! Where r all my idi*t best frd gone? where the H3ll r they when i nd them? Not even a reply nor a concent!!! I just cant imagine it!!! whether i had made a rite choice. I think i really wasted my life. Really disappointed! however, there's still true colours in the air where colours up the life in the world. There still alot of my beloved frdz be there. Feeling so touched and so warm. U guys are really helpful and kind. A thousand and million thanks to u guys. U guys fill up the portion of colours into my black and white world which let me feel tat there's at least some colours in my life. and this colours really made me feel better. but i was still sad! really! terrible sad!!!

Actually, i shd tks jia jia. She gives me the opportunity to discover my surrounding and make me realise wat shd nt belongs to me. i am glad tat my discover wasnt tat late.

Those id*t up there! i dun need any explanation. Ur heart wasnt connected to ur mind, ur brain. i made myself clear enough le. & a human being gt only 1life to live and u guys already gt 1 chance but the chance is gone! no making up of chances in my dictionary de. I am cruel enough to accept this world nw! although i dun wish to be! but i hav no choice!

Well, Packing up my emotion now! wanna stop on those id*t le! they are nt worth to let me talk so much ba? To be honest. I really missed jia jia alot. Really had been a long time nv see her. duno hw is she. Jia jia, u must b strong ok? u all are jie jie bao bei. My little xiao bao bei! B strong, b healthy, b brave & cute always ok? give u all my support and love. miss u always...
Fate ended @ 9:12 AM
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