Bringing out something mentioned by mary:

To bring happiness to others &
Able to carry responsible,
Is what human manage to live.

For me:
I cant even feel the happiness. Its so miserable life i am facing. So, How can i bring happiness to others? Ya! I bring happiness to others BUT.. Who will bring me happiness?
I dun dare to hold any responsible & i dun think there's responsible human in this world! If i hold the responsible, den y they nv hold their responsible? Y must i carry all the responsible? Y are they so irresponsible? y?
So, in conclusion, I'm not manage to live on! Rite?!

So sorry! I know.. I shouldn't be so negative. I try very hard to be positive already. But.. I got no choice.. I cant.. Teach me.. if u living in such a complicated world. Everything go messy! U needs to carry so many heavy item on your back. u try to put them down but there's nowhere to let u put dwn. u cant throw on the floor cos i may crash! What u shd do? Carry lor!!!

IF somehow, u are been force to do something u dun like, but u must also do it! What do u feel?

I am back to sch! The stressful life & yet things happened again! Y? y always choose the timing where i am stressful? y? can anyone tell me?

How i wish i could return back to the youngs. Back to my mischeif, Back to my naughty. Back to my happiness. Back to myself. I miss my crazy. I miss my smile (the real and nature smile)! I miss.. I miss! I really miss myself! I'm living in the dark. Showing out the fake caifen. I really feel xin ku le! i cant take it anymore!!!

I wanna cry! Wanna cries out loud! Can I?

DEAR!!! DEAR!!! DEAR!!! MY DEAR!!! Please! Escape me ASAP!
I hate this life!!! I hate it! I Hate it! I really hate it!
Fate ended @ 10:15 PM
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