Sorry! i noe i'm emotional today.. But who's cares for it?

After knowing the news, i hav nv try to stop thinking!

I didn't know the wake is only a night! If i knew it early, i will rush dwn to stay w/o slp! Btw, I also nv slp at all even if i'm at home, fliping on the bed, thinking so much. But compare to min, they all, i suddenly feel so bad!!!

I though of rushing here & there today. I dun care of $ le. I dun care whether i'm tired not! i dun care of anything le! I just wan to hav a last sight of my bao bei jia jia only! I dun care whether i am late to lesson even the lesson is sooooooo impt that i nd to attend in order to grad! I really dun care anymore! Really!

I disobey mum's instruction. I'm nt obedient! I know! But.. P/s understand! Even PPP is sooo impt, but we only gt one jia jia! She's 1 of my bao bei! i will regret if i nv see her for the last sight! I'll sure regret for my whole life!

Nv slp for the whole nite, went dwn to sight her for the last time. Escape frm the scene of closing coffin (cos i dun1 to see that she's 4ever left!) to sch! STUPID PPP! Whole mind is thinking of her.

At the 2nd lecture, went out to take a deep breath! staring at the tree.. wonder hw old & strong is the tree.. Its so strong.. just like jia jia. Normal yet strong and inner beauty!


Tell u sth! I'm older by jia jia for almost 20yrs old! (ALMOST! in exact, is 18) But.. instead of i dotes her more, she dotes me even more.. (she will like to listen to my call instead of chating to her others cousins) She protect me.. whenever min bully me, she will help me to revenage! She's adorable.. She's cute! She's strong! she's my motivation as i mentioned long ago! & now, she left!

Ya! she left! but her soul will always in our heart! will miss her 4ever & ever!

Jia! Bless ur family.. Especially ur mummy, daddy & both sister! They really loved u! &.. we love u too!
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