Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Suddenly feel like blogging. BUT... duno where shd i start frm.
WORKAlthough it is tiring, hav to wake up early to work but hwever, colleague are nice. cos they treated me very well. for real audit kill alot of brain cells! head almost burst. but overall, i still like it la.
FAMILYSuddenly feel that i having less time with them le. not like the past where we always meet up to grandpa hse every sunday & almost every sat will go out wif parents. now, duno whether within 3mths gt go once or nt and nw dun really feel like gg out with them le. duno y also. mayb everything in my life changes since my dad market has closed dwn. NO! is ever since my grandma admit to hospital...! everything changed! my beloved warming hm swt hm changed! changed into a cold shell for us to slp. the feeling is no longer remains.
RELATIVEThe most person i miss now is only jia jia! cant even rmb when i last saw her. ever since her operation, i hd nv saw her. none at all. miss her so much. after reading the newspaper, den i realised her condition & hw i wish tat i can do something for her. let her feel happy and warm. even just for a second.
and also i really 'chong bai' shawn. his spirit, his talent. he really made me so touch. he is really a gd boy! 'xiao shun', 'kai lan'. How i wish he cd get into the contest. anyway, he is already and always a superstar in my heart le! shawn! jia you wor! always support u! duno whether there's 'fang shen' competition not. if there's, shawn! u will sure win the contest de! we are always here to support u!
I really love their spirit. They are really brave! hw i wish i cd hav half of it! they are so young yet so 'dong shi'! :) so proud of them.
FRIENDSAs for frd, wat i can say is: i really miss TA27! and as for my 'dear' grp, i duno hw to express my words anymore. suddenly feel so weird with them. i duno y. mayb i nd them to destroy this weird feel! haha.. sometimes, i suddenly feel so lonely nowadays. and i duno who, where, hw shd i approach to. i dun really know why. Suddenly feel tat my frds are no longer as close as b4. really miss the days.
Last..., wanna end with a happy ending... BUT..., i dun seems to have any happy story to share with. and i hope the nxt blog will be a happy starts up and with happy ending. cya! and miss everyone up there who is always there for me!
P.S: i really nd relax!!! i wan to go crazy one more time! i wanna shout! i wanna cry! i wanna scream! let me hav a place to go crazy again please!!!
Fate ended
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